*sigh*

Seeing images captured from my friend's brand new A100 just made me lusted. My heart filled with jealousy, anger, dissapointment of myself. Images of such wonder, of such clarity, if I could just have it for enough time to immerse myself in it; in the fantasy of beauty. A matrix of our world.

For a note, I have save some money. I have spared some of my lousy food court job for a real camera, not the one I'm using now. Even some mobile brands are now so much better built than my camera. A big S U C K. But I have to leave all my money for living, now that my parents decided not to help me with extra money but my own money that I, myself, get from my own job. Life is just too hard.

Meanwhile, I'm going back to Brissie soon. I can't believe how I miss it, my life of untouchable and freedom of anonimity. And I promise myself that that day when I got a perfect camera have to be soon to come. Oh, how I can't wait.

For the lucky ones, keep putting your one-moment into your life box!


xxxx
t i i p.